
I am working hard at this time to find some truthful meaning to my life, separating from people, things, and situations. Just recently, I discovered some patterns about myself that have led me away from true consciousness about how I want to live my life. It is hard to confront this reality. Frightening really. It has left me raw and with only myself to look at. Understanding that if I want change, positive change, then only I can be the change I want to see.
As I trudge along, the process and progress seems so very slow. Some days there is not an inkling of an answer. Those around me wish for more as I try so very hard to explain that I am frozen at the fork in the road wanting so desperately to choose a path that is right, a path that will bring great promise, yet I stand looking, seeking and still I stand at the fork, praying that someday I will understand and choose with great care and commitment the path that can be the only one for me.
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